Have you ever felt that you are close, very close to realizing something, having an epiphany, an insight, a realization — but it is not yet there? You can almost literally touch it, taste it on your tongue, feel it on your heart — but somehow it still eludes you?
Then you know how I feel. I know, something is about to happen / already happening within me — and I do not yet fully understand it yet. I know my ture self is telling me something, pointing me into one direction, getting me to understand why I am here on earth — but I am not hearing it clearly yet. I know, this is about my journey. I know this is about my future life. I know this is about me, about my future self. It is almost like everything and everyone around me already knows what will happen / is happening with me, but somehow I dont.
All I know is that it is within me. The change I was always wishing for. The power I was hoping to discover one day, the certainty about the impact my life will have on generations to come. This all is in me and it will get out.